The Cuckold Marriage

When Girl's Night Gets Naughty...

Lexie Meadows

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What happens when a routine girls’ night turns into a real-life cuckolding experience? In this episode of The Cuckold Marriage Podcast, Lexie shares the full story of an unexpected night out that crossed the line from fantasy into reality. Joined by her husband Chris, who hears the details for the first time live on air, they explore the emotional intensity, psychological dynamics, and raw honesty behind modern cuckold relationships. From anticipation and vulnerability to desire and power, this episode dives deep into what cuckolding really feels like—real, raw, and completely unfiltered. 

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SPEAKER_03

Have you ever fantasized about your wife heading out for a girls' night, dressed up, makeup perfect, hair looking good, living her best life, while you're stuck at home, wondering just how far the night might go? Now imagine not hearing about it the next day or the following, but live on air. Every detail unfolding in real time on a podcast heard around the world. That's exactly what's happening today. Welcome back to the Cut Cold Marriage Podcast. I'm Cut Cold Trist Lexi Meadows, and this episode is a little different. This past Wednesday, I had a girl's night that turned a bit naughty. And today I'm going to walk my husband through every moment of it live on air. And as always, I'll let him do the hard work of asking the questions. So let's bring him in, my cucky Chris.

SPEAKER_00

Thank you, goddess. My heart is pounding just by that introduction. I'm sure that there are many cars falling off the road right now and will be as you're listening to this. So, men, you may want to pull over. This episode is going to be a little steamy. Um, before we get into kind of um the meat of the episode and what it's about, I wanted to just do a little bit of housekeeping. First of all, we hit 53 countries in our first three weeks as a podcast. That is pretty awesome. Thank you all so much. I'm so glad that the show is resonating with you. I do have to say, out of 53 countries, there are two cities that are sticking out as the horniest cities. Okay. I want to know what they're putting in the water in Chicago and Toronto, Canada. Those two cities, like it's not even close. I mean, they're lapping other cities like New York and LA.

SPEAKER_03

Got some horny people there.

SPEAKER_00

There are some horny people that are into the lifestyle. If you're in Chicago or Toronto, we want to hear from you. And by the way, that leads to my next point. We do want to hear from you. So Lexi hates the surprise question things I've been doing. So we're gonna replace that segment with uh questions from you all.

SPEAKER_01

Yes.

SPEAKER_00

Um, for Lexi or for us, and you can ask anything. Um, and it's super easy to send us questions. Uh, all you have to do is in the show notes for the show, there is a um little link that says send us fan mail. You can then click on that and it allows you to either send us a text or even a voice message that we can actually play on air if you want. Um, so you can ask either one of us a question, ask Les get Lexi a question, anything like that. So, so let's get back to the actual episode. All right, my voice is like cracking because I'm like so nervous right now. So, what happened was is that I had one of my longtime friends who is a female in town this past week. And um Lexi has a lot of guys around her all the time, but not so many female friends all the time, you know, that live here. She's she's not from the city that we live in. And um, so I thought it would be fun if the two of them went out on a girls' night last Wednesday night. And um, my friend, by the way, is is tall, blonde, green eyes, you know, very, very pretty woman. So I figured if they were gonna go out, that they were gonna get some attention, but that's about all I thought was going to happen. I've uh I've never been um more surprised than when Lexi got home that night. And what we're gonna do today is we're gonna walk through that night because this happened. We're recording this on a Monday, and this happened last Wednesday.

SPEAKER_03

And you've been in suspense ever since, and I love that.

SPEAKER_00

I know very, very little about what happened, and I'm dying because Lexi is really, really hot right now, and we're gonna explain what she's wearing in a second and why it's significant. So, um, so Lexi's gonna do part of actual cucking me live on air today because you know, as we've said, Lexi, before being being cucked doesn't always have to involve sex, right? It doesn't, it's the psychology of it, it's the mind fuck that is the really hottest part of cuck holding. And um, I think that that one of the things that cucks really enjoy is hearing the story after every grueling little detail. And the way that Lexi and I have progressed now, I don't get very many updates during the evening. The only updates I get are the ones she posts on her fansly. So if you want steamy updates at the exact same time that I'm getting them, yeah, like just go to cuck holdress Lexi on Fansly, and it's pretty awesome. Those the when she goes out on dates, she she posts what's happening, it's pretty cool. Um, but I forgot where I was doing.

SPEAKER_03

Give little updates. I mean, you know, I'm a lot of times I'm having too much fun, and so I kind of forget.

SPEAKER_00

But yeah, exactly.

SPEAKER_03

I try.

SPEAKER_00

But anyway, so so part of part of what with the fun of cuck holding is really finding out what happens. Um, but any real cuck, anybody who's actually cucked knows the nerves that come with it, and that's what I'm feeling right now. So, what we want to do today is not only walk through the story, but the psychology of what is happening in the mind of me and the mind of Lexi. Um, because then we can really get a point of view. So then it's not just us just telling a story, the story is gonna be steamy, folks. Um, and uh, but it's also the psychology of it, which is what our show is all about, is the two different viewpoints. So we will go ahead and get started. So um I'm gonna ask Lexi the questions. My goodness, she looks hot today. I hope I figure out how to edit this video because guys, you you gotta see this. Okay, so here we go. So let's start um with your initial thought about um girls' night out. At first you weren't really looking forward to it, right? And you were thinking, uh, what were you thinking the night was gonna be like?

SPEAKER_03

Well, I mean, it was it was your friend. She was not my friend. And so it it did feel a bit like some forced bonding. Um, you know, you were like, oh my gosh, you guys are two peas in a pot. You're gonna be the bestest of friends. You need to have a girl's night. It's gonna be epic. And I was like, yeah, sure. I'm sure it'll be fabulous. And um, so I mean, I was a little apprehensive and hesitant just because I don't know this girl. Um, but I was still looking forward to having a girl's night because I don't have hardly any of those. Um, like you said, you know, I don't really have a lot of girls in the area. And so um, I don't really go out a lot with girls. You know, if I'm out, I'm out with you, or I'm out with a bull, and then you just get to hear about it later. So there's not really a lot of girl night opportunities. Um so I was I was nervous, it did feel like forced bonding, but at the same time, I was looking forward to it.

SPEAKER_00

Interesting. Yeah, and the way that I was feeling was I thought my friend would enjoy it. I wasn't sure that that you would, and so it was more of like a, you know, and but I did think well, no, I I did think that there was a good chance that you two would get along if you had a chance to bond. And I thought you would because she's kind of a partier and you're kind of and you're kind of a partier, and so I thought that you would actually bond. Um, but then when when you both said yes, I had my first oh shit moment. That was my first cut angst, like, oh fuck, what did I just do?

SPEAKER_02

Really?

SPEAKER_00

Yes, because I knew exactly what was gonna happen because you're two beautiful blondes. Obviously, you are way hotter than our friend Sarah, but or my friend Sarah, but I I mean, I knew what was gonna happen. I knew you were gonna get hit on, and so my initial thought was, oh shit. And then and and cucks, you're you you're probably gonna get this psychology of this. I was kind of hoping a little part of me that like it would fall apart. Maybe one of them would get sick, or maybe one of them, like, hey, I'm too tired. Like, I so I wanted it, but I didn't want it. So I've got because that that's how the cuck angst plays out is that you you you're you're terrified, but you want to move forward. But you're terrified, but you want to keep going. You're terrified, and frankly, that's kind of what that's kind of what the definite that's kind of the definition of bravery, though, right? Yes, bravery is not the absence of fear, it's actually moving forward through fear, right? So, anyways, that's how she felt about girls. Long answer to how she felt about girls' night. So let's go on to question number two because I got a lot of questions here, because I'm a cuck and I want to know everything. When um uh when you were in the bath, so before you uh before you went out, you you were taking a nice leisurely black uh bath and having a glass of wine, and you mentioned to me this isn't gonna turn out into some kind of like porn or something like that. Um, and at that moment you still had no plans to do anything, right?

SPEAKER_03

None, none whatsoever. And I was trying to temper expectations because you were at that point starting to get really excited. You're sitting on the toilet watching me in the bath, and you're just like, hee, you know, just like, I wonder what's gonna happen. I wonder if you're gonna do anything. I wonder if you're gonna be some guys. Oh my gosh. And I was just like, calm that all down. Like, this is not gonna turn into a freaking porn movie. Nothing's gonna happen. We're we're gonna go out, we're you know, we're gonna get some attention because we're two blondes going out to together, and that's not to say that any other hair color doesn't get attention. I'm just saying, you know, sometimes the blondes have more fun and we we like to party. And you know, I but that was all. That was all I thought. That was that, you know, we would we would get some attention, we would get some guys hitting on us, and we would just kind of like not be interested, brush it off, and just party and dance to ourselves.

SPEAKER_00

Hmm. Yeah, that I mean, and that's what I read on you, and so that's fully where my mind went. Um, because because you actually cut me. So there's no reason for you to lie about that.

SPEAKER_02

Right. Right. I'm always honest.

SPEAKER_00

Right, she's always honest. I mean, she's honest to a fault about everything in life. She's an amazing wife. And so, anyways, I took her for her word. And so at that point in time, I put it completely out of my mind. But then things started to change a little bit. So, um, so my next question is um when you were putting on your makeup and you finally got dressed, I saw an attitude shift in you, and you started to click into almost like cuck holderess mode a bit. Uh, did you feel a shift in your attitude and your plans and your expectation when you were getting ready?

SPEAKER_03

Not my plans or expectations, but the shift in the attitude is real. I mean, the way that you feel as a woman wearing whatever the hell you're wearing around the house that day, whether it's sweatpants or you know, even a semi-cute outfit with no makeup on, hair's not done, it's up in a ponytail, maybe, you know, um, the way you feel then versus how you feel when you had done your hair, you've done your makeup, you have your outfit on, you're looking in the mirror and you're like, not bad. You know, like there is there is an attitude shift, there is an an air of confidence because you just freaking like upgraded yourself from an extreme degree from where you freaking were. So there is an attitude change, you know, knowing that I'm going out for the night, I'm going out with a girl, we're probably gonna get some attention. Um, yeah, I there was definitely an attitude shift, and I know you could sense it. Um and I I think that all girls everywhere feel that way after we finish getting fully dolled up and ready for like a night out, you know, at the bars or clubbing or anything like that, a party, whatever.

SPEAKER_00

My heart is beating so fast right now. All our checked out. Holy smokes. Like, yeah, I really should. I should be wearing some kind of heart monitor or something for this. I'm sure there's a lot of other guys feeling this way because my next question is where it's gonna get steamy, also. So I thought, based on what you like had set up for me, I was like, oh, she's gonna put on like you know, a t-shirt and jeans, you know, and maybe flip-flops or something like that. Maybe heels, but but I I was expecting jeans. And then you picked out this outfit that you actually have on right now. Um, so tell tell the audience, for those who can't see and those who can't see the whole thing, what what exactly are you wearing? How do you look?

SPEAKER_03

I mean, it's just an outfit, guys. It's I I'm wearing a very tight um t-shirt, one of my absolute favorite t-shirts of all times. Um, it's uh you know, it's it says Paris, and it I got it in Paris, and it's my favorite, and I wear it all the time. Um, you've probably already like seen pictures of me in it at some point, but it's very tight, it's very boobalicious, it's very, you know. And uh then I uh am wearing a short, ruffled skirt, um, short to the point that I literally asked him as I was getting ready, like turned around. I was like, his is too short, I don't know. And he was like, no such thing. Nope, looks great, you're good, just wear it. Um so tight ruffled skirt and heels.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah. Got you sitting on a chair next to me, and the skirt is so short. I I I don't think it's several, like I mean, your butt has got to be on that chair.

SPEAKER_02

A little bit.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, but I mean it is it is it is tiny, it is a micro skirt. And so I was just I was in shock when you chose that outfit because I thought you were gonna go for light jeans.

SPEAKER_03

And I would have, it's not my fault. Sarah was like gung-ho, she was like, I'm wearing a dress, and it's gonna look so good, and blah, blah, blah. And I was like, uh, a dress? Really? Come on, girl. Like, I'm a southern girl. We're not wearing, we're not wearing like some really cute jeans with maybe some holes in them or something, and um the tight shirt, like, okay, uh, I guess I have to up the ante a little bit. So that's why.

SPEAKER_00

So you had you had to have known you looked incredibly sexy in this outfit, right? Like you had to have felt that, right?

SPEAKER_03

I mean, I'm not hard to look at.

SPEAKER_00

But you had you had to have known, like at that point, did anything shift in your mind in terms of your intention for the night?

unknown

Nope.

SPEAKER_00

Really?

SPEAKER_03

Really?

SPEAKER_00

Your intentions were still wearing this outfit and everything. Wow. Okay, okay, okay. Let's keep moving then. Okay, so you get to the bar. What happens when right when you walk in? Walk me through like every detail.

SPEAKER_03

So we walk in and you know pretty much as soon as we actually walk up to the physical bar, like I can feel a couple pairs of eyes on us, um, which may feel good. Because I mean, why wouldn't it? Every girl wants that, right? Um, and you we got our our drinks and we went to the dance floor and we're like we just got there, we haven't had a sip of alcohol. We're we're just hovering in the background, just kind of watching people for a moment, and I could feel those eyes, and it felt marvelous. And I was like, Oh, thank goodness. You know, every time you go out, you're always like, What if no one looks? What like huh? How heartbreaking would that be? So there's always like this sigh of relief, you know, especially based on the number of eyeballs that you can clock in your peripheral that are staring holes through you andor your friend. Um, it's a good feeling. And uh yeah, definitely not gonna complain about it. We like you guys to look, we really do. Like no girl ever actually meant it when she's like, oh my gosh, these guys are looking at me. It makes me feel like uh self-conscious. Why don't you have to look? Bullshit, stop being a bitch. You love it, you love it. We do.

SPEAKER_00

Wow, okay, that was hot. Okay, and then you know, like I said, um, guys, uh, she posts on her fansly updates um on her dates, and that's the only updates that I get. I get the same ones that her that her uh followers get and her subscribers.

SPEAKER_03

You got you got one more.

SPEAKER_00

I got one more, yeah. We'll talk about that one. But you posted something on Fansly about keeping your cuck guessing. What did that mean? What did you mean by that?

SPEAKER_03

Well, I I just posted a you know something that said something along the lines of I'm here having a blast without you, and um you right now have no idea who I'm with, what I'm doing, what I'm about to do, that sort of thing. Just because it's fun. Why not?

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, I I uh yeah, that sent my heart like just pounding. I was just like, what is going on? What and then and then the worst part is I recognized the background. I knew I knew what bar you were at, and as soon as I figured out what bar you were at, and it's it's a dance club and it's a hookup club, like it is a it is a place where gut where people go to hook up. Oh, yeah.

SPEAKER_03

I mean I know that was like officially its theme song, like we are a hookup bar.

SPEAKER_00

It is a hookup bar. Okay, and so, anyways, I mean it's a lot of it's a lot of tourists from out of town that go there because it's down um in the touristy part of town. And yeah, and uh and so as soon as I recognized that as soon as as soon as I recognized the background of where you were, my heart went into my feet because I thought, holy shit. Because I didn't expect you to go there. I didn't expect you to go there first. I thought you were gonna go to somewhere more mellow first. I didn't know you were gonna go straight to a dance club. I guess it was late when you were there.

SPEAKER_03

We changed plans, yeah, because it was so late.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, yeah. Oh my gosh. Okay. So um tell me about when you first met. Okay, so you met a guy that night. That's where we're going with this.

SPEAKER_02

So you did.

SPEAKER_00

So tell me about when you first met this guy, the first moment you met, your thoughts about him, just raw honesty.

SPEAKER_03

Well, um, it was a little awkward because I met him when she came over to the bar. I was getting another drink, and she had like disappeared to dance for a little bit, and she comes over with this like tall, dark, and handsome guy. We're talking like literally probably six foot four. Actually, I think, yeah, he was six foot four. Um black and Puerto Rican guy. And he's he's he's easy to look at. He was he was a good looking guy, and she brings him over, and she's like, you know, this is Mark. He's buying me a drink. And I was like, well, how nice of Mark. And he was very like, you know, he was kind of standoff and she was just like, oh no, me in a few words, and I was just kind of like, All right, girl, good for you, get it. And you know, so the three we got our drinks, and the three of us mosey back on over to the dance floor, and I'm I'm following her like a puppy at this point because like she's got a man, and I'm just kind of like, wait, don't forget about me. And so we're all three dancing together, and this other guy joins us, and she's like, the girl can dance. I will hand it to Sarah. She can dance and she gets she commands attention. And I mean, it's she she draws every eye in the room when she's in the middle of the dance floor, you know, and I'm just kind of like on the sidelines, like, yeah, this is and um he started talking with me a little bit, and he asked me kind of like, you know, what do you do? And I was like, um, like I I I help individuals and couples with relationship dynamics, you know. And he was impressed by that, and so he started talking to me a little more. At this point, she starts talking to another that other guy that's dancing with us, and she starts getting more into him, him into her, and he's starting to get into me, and I'm getting more into him. And so we do this really weird trade-off, and um yeah, so you know, he and I start interacting more, and you know, we danced together, and at one point he was behind me, and I could feel him getting excited, and that was exciting. Um so yeah, that was that was how I met Mark.

SPEAKER_00

Wow, okay. So I wonder how many cucks are feeling what I'm feeling right now, which is just like a foot on my chest, like pounding yet arousal. Also, you of course always have me caged, so yeah, yeah, good, good times going on in this house right now. We need Peace.

SPEAKER_03

Are you having a little trouble?

SPEAKER_00

I need some cold water.

SPEAKER_03

That sounds like a personal problem. I don't know.

SPEAKER_00

Okay.

SPEAKER_03

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SPEAKER_00

So tell me about dancing with him. What was that like? Any song you remember dancing to? What was going through your mind when you were dancing with him?

SPEAKER_03

Well, like I said, I mean, I one of the songs was, I mean, way back, taking me back to well, I'm not gonna give away my age, but um Get Low, you know, that that song was fun because we were all getting low. And um while doing so, I could I could feel in behind me, and I mean, like, you could tell he wasn't even close to being fully hard, but there was still like a sizable mass there, which was exciting. And I remember thinking, oh my gosh, I wonder how much this guy has. How many inches are we packing here? Next question.

SPEAKER_00

Okay, this is what happens when this is what what it looks like when you get cut live on air. Okay. All right, shaking a little bit right now.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah, we're shaking the table.

SPEAKER_00

Okay, tell me the moment it occurred to you that something may happen with him that night. What were you thinking? Was I on your mind at all at this point?

SPEAKER_03

So we went outside um to the patio, get away from the noise a little bit, and he just completely and you know, like at the time I'm eating it up, right? But you know, looking back, I'm like, what a player, what a little player. But he like unleashed his sensitive side, and he was being so sweet and romantic, and like, you know, I'm just so interested in spending time with you. And like it was, you know, looking back, it was such bullshit at the time. It was freaking working, and I was like, oh, he's so nice. And so, you know, he he had me developing those, albeit even at the time I knew temporary tonight feelings, but they were still there and um prevalent, and I was like swooning. Um and so he invited me and of course Sarah back um to his room, um, and Sarah's friend, you know. And I I told him straight up, I said, There will be no fun times in your room. Like I will come to your room, me, me and Sarah and her guy if they want to, but I'm telling you right now, you know, you're not you're not getting a ride to Pleasure Town tonight. And he was like, No, absolutely, that's totally fine. I just want to spend time with you. Blah, blah, romantic bullshit. Um so that was when I first thought that something might happen. Not necessarily sex, but that there might be some kissing and some more time spent together tonight. That sort of thing.

SPEAKER_00

Wow. Holy smokes. How's everybody feeling out there? How many cars have driven off the road so far? Okay. So now is the moment we've been building to. Tell me about your first kiss. Where were you? How did it happen? What were you thinking at that point? After that, how much uh how much more did you kiss? How much physical contact was there?

SPEAKER_03

So um we after that we went back in, we danced some more, and then we came back out. And then it was that second time that we came out that we kissed out on the patio.

SPEAKER_00

Oh, tell me if like indeed, like, where were you on the patio? Where were you sitting? Was you standing? Tell me detail.

SPEAKER_03

All right, it was a small patio. Um there there was not, you know, there were not a lot of people out there, which is one of the things I love about this club because the patio, no one's ever out there. I don't know why, but no one's ever out there. And so you you don't have it to yourself because like people are like coming in and off the street from the patio, but like they go straight in and come out. Like there's no one hangs out there. So you like have it to yourself. It's awesome. Um but so he kissed me there. I was sitting, he came, he got off his chair and came over to me. And I of course, like well, what did he do?

SPEAKER_00

Did he just lean in or what did you lock it?

SPEAKER_03

No, he like walked around the table and came straight to me.

SPEAKER_00

Just came straight in to kiss you.

SPEAKER_03

Yes.

SPEAKER_00

Grabbed your head or what?

SPEAKER_03

Like what would you Yeah, he leaned down, um, which six foot four, he had to lean down a bit. And I mean, well, this these were, you know, the tables, you've seen them there, they're like the counter height, thankfully. Gosh, that would have been really awkward if he had to like lean way down there. Um, but they're they're really tall. Like I can't, my feet don't I can't touch the floor when I'm on there, which is every counter height thing because I'm short. Um, but he leaned down and he put one hand on the side of my head and kissed me. And the thing I really liked about his kisses was that they were more slow and and deep with like a breath involved. You know, there was like just a little bit of tongue, not too much, not overwhelming, and it was like like you know, long and breathing while you kiss. And I love that.

SPEAKER_00

And what did it feel like? Were you getting butterflies in your stomach? Like what was happening?

SPEAKER_03

Yeah, a little bit. I was. I was swimming.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah. Were you thinking about me at all at that point?

SPEAKER_03

No. Not at that point.

SPEAKER_00

Okay. Uh okay, so at some point the next part of the night happened. Uh, I do know that you went to his hotel. You told me about that. Uh, tell me how this uh this conversation looked. What were you thinking about walking over there?

SPEAKER_03

Well, I mean, honestly, I I was pretty solid in my resolve. I was like, I'm gonna have fun. This is gonna be fun.

SPEAKER_00

What time was it at this point, by the way?

SPEAKER_03

1 a.m.

SPEAKER_00

Okay.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah, about one. Um but I'm thinking to myself, this is fun. We're gonna have fun. I'm gonna make out with this dude. You know, who knows what sort of like playing around we might do. But like I already told this dude he's not getting in my pants tonight, and I'm gonna stick with it. And um then I was also very focused on the fact that I my heels hurt because I hate heels with a passion, but I was of course wearing them, and so I took those motherfuckers off and I'm walking to the hotel now. It was only like a block and a half, but a block and a half is a lot for freaking City Street downtown. So I looked like stepping on like a microscopic piece of broken glass, which burnt like hell. It was awful. We got to the hotel, and like my first order of business was racing to the shower to scrub the ever-loving hell out of the bottoms of my feet. Like it was so gross. I have not pulled one of those maneuvers, the whole walking around with your shoes and your feet barefoot in gosh, like 15 years. I mean, it's it's been forever. Like I'm embarrassed that it happened, but I'm also like very open and honest. And yeah, so totally that stepping on a piece of glass. Uh, seems to be healing okay. I mean, I'm I'm alive. No tetanus shot needed. I was already up to date.

SPEAKER_00

I am glad there is no tetanus shot needed. That would have not made this story not nearly as sexy, not nearly as sexy. Wait, and then the tetanus shot.

SPEAKER_03

And then the tetanus shot came in.

SPEAKER_00

Penetrated you so hard, right?

SPEAKER_03

You're in the ass.

SPEAKER_00

Okay, so you get to the hotel. Um, my friend is also there. My now let's keep in mind this let's just put this back into perspective, okay? And here's the unique thing. My friend, who I have known six years longer than I've known you, or something like that, something to that effect. Um four years longer or something like that. She she comes into town to visit me, meets my wife for the first time, and and I made an excellent impression. Well, when I when I when I when she confirmed that she wanted to do a girls' night out, so I knew there was a greater than zero percent chance that Lexi was gonna kiss somebody on the dance floor. And so I I don't know what you're talking about.

SPEAKER_03

That would never happen.

SPEAKER_00

I don't know what she what not that I've ever been out with Lexi where that has happened, but I knew there was a greater than zero percent chance, so I knew I had to let my friend know that we had a relationship dynamic, which was the first time I've ever told a female friend of mine. There's a couple males who I've told, but this is the first time I've ever told a female friend of mine that I was in a dynamic, and it was it was rather awkward. I mean, I led with the fact that Lexi does such but I wasn't there for that. Yeah, that's why I did it, so you wouldn't have to, you know, yeah be read.

SPEAKER_03

Thank you.

SPEAKER_00

But anyways, but so fast forward now back to the night. So you and my friend are are going up to a hotel room with two guys with two guys who you're each been making out with that night. My friend is there. You're cucking me in front of my friend.

SPEAKER_03

You're welcome.

SPEAKER_00

How did that feel? Did you even think about that?

SPEAKER_03

No, actually, I didn't.

SPEAKER_00

You didn't think about it at all. You didn't give two shits.

SPEAKER_03

Well, no, I mean, like, I didn't I did, but I didn't. It's hard to describe. I I I did, but I knew that you would be totally fantastic with it. So I was like, ah, okay.

SPEAKER_00

Oh, I was. It was, I mean, I didn't expect it again. I had no idea. I was asleep at this point in the night. I went to bed. That's how much I didn't think anything was gonna happen. Is I went to sleep and I figured she was gonna be home. I figured she was gonna be home shortly after. Like, I had no idea she was not gonna get home until what we'll talk about in a second. Okay, so you get to the hotel, my friend is there too. Walk me through what happened when you walked in, what were you all doing, talking about, what was the room setup like?

SPEAKER_03

So at this point it's one o'clock in the morning. Now we didn't get to the club until nine.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, like ten, thirty.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah. Um, but it's been a little while. We we've danced, we've partied, we've made out, we've had a few. And so um there were there were very little societal norm pleasantries at that point. Um there wasn't like the four of us hanging out watching a movie. Um, there wasn't really much conversation besides just the awkward, like, uh, this is a nice hotel room. Yeah. And these two guys don't know each other. They're at the same conference, but they don't know each other. And so um we went to my guy's room, and thankfully we went to that room and not the other guy's room, because my guy's room was like a suite, and so it had its own little like kind of pseudo living area, but it was really just like a couch and a TV several several feet in front of the bed. Um so pretty much immediately, since it was you know my guy's room, um, he and I kind of like went toward the bed. And Sarah and her guy made their little base on the couch, and we just started focusing on our guys. The look of shock on your face.

SPEAKER_00

I I I thought I honestly thought you were gonna say, Yeah, we hung out and drank and and went out inside and smoked, and I I oh my gosh. Holy smokes!

SPEAKER_03

Business.

SPEAKER_00

Oh my gosh. Okay, guys, um, defibrillator? Is that what it's called? Defibrillator. Do we have one?

SPEAKER_03

I don't think we do.

SPEAKER_00

Okay, I mean one.

SPEAKER_03

So you're gonna have to hold on.

SPEAKER_00

Okay. Do you know do you know what is the thing where you push on my chest?

SPEAKER_03

CPR?

SPEAKER_00

Right, yeah, we might need that as well.

SPEAKER_03

I am certified in that, yes.

SPEAKER_00

Okay, okay. So now you can say we're separated into different rooms. Tell me exactly um how that went. Um, like how did it go when you guys separated?

SPEAKER_03

Again, not separate rooms, right? Which just added to the awkwardness of the interview. I understand.

SPEAKER_00

So it was just one big, like it was one really big room room.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah, like it was a super long room.

SPEAKER_00

Oh my gosh.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah, so there's no walls, there's no separation. Oh my gosh.

SPEAKER_00

Okay, so you guys are both just making out with your guys.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00

Okay, so now we're in the bed. You're in the bed with uh with this guy. What's his name?

SPEAKER_03

Mark.

SPEAKER_00

Mark, you're in the bed with Mark. And um, are you both still fully clothed?

SPEAKER_03

Yes.

SPEAKER_00

Okay.

SPEAKER_03

Yep.

SPEAKER_00

Go through every single detail. So at this time, it's what time at night?

SPEAKER_03

I don't know. 1 15.

SPEAKER_00

Okay, all right.

SPEAKER_03

Um, so he uh we kind of lay down in the bed nervously. At one point he's like, you know, I'm gonna make some shit happen. So he stands up, walks to the edge of the bed, grabs me by my ankles, and in one swift movement, pulls me straight up to him to where like my literal ass is up against his crotch and my legs are in the air, like on his shoulders. Are you okay? Anyway, um, so at that point I can I can feel that he's like most of the way hard, like and it's already so sizable. And I'm like, oh my gosh, how many fucking inches is this guy packing? Like, seriously, he's I can tell he's not even fully hard, he's almost there, but he's he's not fully, and he's still so big. Like again, six foot four, black and Puerto Rican, hot as hell, and he's been you know, wooing me all night. And it felt really good when he like bent my legs kind of like not behind my head, but like you know the position, where he's basically over me and my legs are like practically in my face. Um he's on top of you, he's on top of me, and um he just starts like slowly grinding, and I can feel him get a little harder with each grind, and you know, he finally gets all the way hard, and I'm sitting there like, oh damn, like like I could feel, I could tell that this guy was working with something serious, but at the same time, I am a woman of my work, and I have never been so grateful for a super short skirt that also just so happens to be a skirt. So I had these tight shorts on that were not the easiest to just you couldn't just pull them aside. Um, so he tried and he, you know, moved his hand like kind of up under my ass a little bit, um, you know, under the shorts. So he was cupping one of my ass cheeks, um which I was totally fine with, and it felt great. And making out with him was fun.

SPEAKER_00

Um pause. Okay, so now cucks, I'm feeling anger. Like, so you're talking about the blender of emotion. Like now the the anger, like I want to like just this guy. Okay. Yeah, this is the blender of emotion. I'm turned I'm turned on as hell. I'm turned on as hell, but yeah, like at this point, I'm like, who is this motherfucker? Like on top of my wife. Okay, game back on, go.

SPEAKER_03

Well, then he tried to, you know, move the position of the hand to go to the pussy, and I wouldn't have it. Um, and so you know, I kind of pushed his hand back and he took the hint, and you know, he didn't try that further. Um, but then I guess he decided, okay, clearly I'm not making out with her hard enough. I need to grind against her. So he like gets back on the bed, pulls me back up, gets on the bed next to me.

SPEAKER_00

Is he still fully cluthed at this point?

SPEAKER_03

At that point, he is. So he's making out with me, he's you know, scissoring our legs and pushing my hips into him so that my pussy is right up against his dick. Um and we do that for a little while, and when he realizes that he's like still not gonna finish the night with being inside of me, um, he decides finally to just go for it. And he starts taking his clothes off down to his boxers, and we kind of go over everything again. He pulls me up close. Now there's just his boxers and my little shorts under my skirt in between us, which is very little whatever. And he's, you know, like rubbing me like that. Did it feel good? It did feel good. It felt great. Um but at that point it's also 2 30 in the morning, 3 maybe 2 30.

SPEAKER_00

So this was going on for that amount of time.

SPEAKER_03

I don't know. My sense of time was a little off. I wasn't exactly watching the clock.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah. But it was going on for substantial night.

SPEAKER_03

It was probably until two because I forgot that I forgot to include the amount of time that Sarah had her little fun with uh another um another story for another day. Um so maybe it was till two. And you know, at that point, I can tell he's getting like frustrated because he wants to actually like freaking stick his cock in me. And I am like, all right.

SPEAKER_00

Did did you think about giving him a blowjob or anything? No, interesting.

SPEAKER_02

I didn't feel like it.

SPEAKER_00

Wow. And so what happened? You just you just peace out on him?

SPEAKER_03

Pretty much. I literally just a couple times I was like, I gotta go, I gotta go, I'm sorry, you know. My friend needs to leave, but you know, I gotta go get get back home, blah blah blah blah. And he just kept trying to keep me there a little longer and a little longer, but I was very resolved. I was like, I told you you weren't getting it. I don't fucking lie. Like, if I tell you you're not getting it, you're not getting it. And I'll be damned if some guy convinces me to, you know, that basically thinks he's smoother than I am and wins this battle to the pussy, you know. So I I finally I literally was like, I have to go now. I have to go. And he was like, okay, you know, are you sure? I was like, yeah, I gotta go. And so I literally left him um getting back under the sheets of his bed in his boxers, like, if you change your mind, my number. And I was like, okay.

SPEAKER_00

Oh my gosh. Okay, so so cux, um, now I feel a sense of relief, right? Like I'm still shaking because of what happened, and I'm gonna have to process that. And just again, I'm sitting next to Lexi right now, and um, she's in the outfit that she was in that night, and I have my hand on her leg, and I can feel how short her skirt is, and there's you know not a lot there. Um, so to imagine this and her heels and her legs in the air with another guy, um, the fact that they didn't go all the way, no, that doesn't bother me at all. And by the way, this is the first ever time that she surprised cucked me. And so that's what so she gets home. So let's talk about let's talk about this. Because again, remember, I went to sleep because I thought nothing was gonna happen. So I get home, or you you you you get home and I'm in bed asleep. And tell me, tell me what happens like at that point.

SPEAKER_03

I mean, I I thought that I had maybe gotten home to a totally sleeping husband so that I could then pass out and go to sleep because I was ready to pass out.

SPEAKER_00

And this was about 4 30 a.m.

SPEAKER_03

Four.

SPEAKER_00

4 a.m.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah, yeah. Um, so I'm I'm like, score. I can just tell about in the morning because I'm exhausted and I'm ready to just like the second my head hits a pillow. So of course the second my head hits a pillow, he's like, darn it. So I gave you a very quick nondescript synopsis of the night. And then when you're desperately wanting more, I was just like can't want to sleep. Bye.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, it was for all she said was, uh, what do you want to know? Before or after I ended up in a guy's hotel room making out. And I I I I almost I almost passed out. Like I I almost like I I felt dizzy. I was like, wait, what? I was in such shock. Like I had never been so shocked at anything you had done.

SPEAKER_01

And you were thrilled.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, so I didn't think I wanted this because every other time, because we've done this a lot, and every other time I've been there, and one of the things I've said is like, hey, you know, we we've always been together. So I just didn't expect it.

SPEAKER_03

And no, no, no. It's not that every time that you've been there, it's that every time you knew what was happening, you knew that this was going to happen. This was the first time that you thought nothing was gonna happen. Right.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, that that that's what I mean. Either I've been there or I've known that you were going out like with a guy, right? This was the first time ever that I had zero expectations. I went to sleep three hours before you got home, expecting you were gonna be crawling in that bed in 15 minutes. And so when you said that, and then I immediately realized, holy shit, this is like good, good, like cut me on the podcast. Because what better way to follow up on what you do on Fansly, right? Because on Fansly you do it, you know, live too. So, and that is the story of Lexi's night. And what I love about it is that it actually shows that you know, you don't have to have all the way sex for it to be just so hot. And what I love about it is just the the power dynamics of it, how I was completely powerless. I had no idea you were doing any of this. I was asleep while a guy had you on your back making out with you. I had no idea that was happening, and it makes me feel as a cuck so just submissive to you. And I love you for it. Um, you're you're you're an amazing cuckholderess again. So uh, you know, thank you for that. And guys, uh, we are gonna cut it out with the whole surprises uh with for Lexi uh portion of the show.

SPEAKER_02

Oh goodness.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, and it said we really want to hear from you asking fan questions. Now, again, I said this at the beginning of the podcast, but if you click on um on send us mail, send us fan mail, I think it is, there's a link in the show notes. It will actually send us, you can just send us a text or you can send us a voice message, and we will get that. We'll read it on air, we'll answer your questions. You can ask Lexi a question, me a question, us as a couple, questions about the dynamic, anything that that uh anything you have on your mind that you want to know about. So um please go ahead and do that. And don't forget to visit Lexi's site, uh, which is what Lexi?

SPEAKER_02

Cutcult just Lexi.com.

SPEAKER_00

And that's how spelled how?

SPEAKER_02

L-E-X-I-E.

SPEAKER_00

Yes, with the I and the E. Thank you so much. And uh Lexi, why don't you say bye to all our fans?

SPEAKER_02

Bye guys.

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